The camera never lies…….

I’m not sure why I decided to splash out on a camera just before lockdown arrived. Before we’d really understood the significance that Covid was going to have on our lives. But I’m so glad I did as it’s kept me sane, it’s given me a reason to exist each day and it’s opened up a new calmer world when all around has been chaos.

Many sceptical people have questioned my ability to use a camera, simply because I have dementia…well I chose it because I had that make many moons ago and even though they’ve upgraded the design, they’ve kept all the buttons in the same place. I only use the click and zoom. It has many more features, but I’m happy using the two I remember and feel comfortable with.

My first adventure with it thankfully took place just before lockdown when I went to stay with the lovely Philly Hare, my friend  in the Western Isles of Scotland on the Isle of Lewis…I was just getting use to it then but it was an instantaneous joy to have with me.

 I would take, and still do, hundreds of photos on 1 single trundle and only a handful would be in focus, but it’s the handful that count…I don’t care.

Then lockdown came and my world along with everyone else’s changed beyond recognition. It was then my camera came into it’s own. Making it easier and possible to adapt to this strange confinement…in my village…

I think I’ve probably always had an eye for a good photo, but now my brain is slower, I seem to see more of the detail because my eyes linger on a spot for a few moments more…capturing moments of delight that last seconds and blink and they’re gone…

I’ve made many new friends in the village since I started posting them each day on our village Facebook page. Not knowing if people would be interested. But kind comments came and throughout lockdown and beyond I post my village trundles daily. It’s become a comfort to me.

People often ask me, as I pass them in the village:

Taken any good ones today?”

And I don’t really know. In fact the joy of arriving home and see them magically transfer from camera to phone to ipad, never ceases to amaze me. And then I sit down with a cuppa and each photo revealed is a revelation of where I’ve been that day and more importantly what I’ve seen.

I can stand for ages, pointing my camera at one of the ducks, waiting for it to turn it’s head and get lost in that moment. It’s magical when they do

I was guilty in the passed of rushing around not noticing the beauty of nature around, but when you take a moment to stop…and really look….really look at the detail….so many simple things are beautifully designed by nature. Dementia has given me that gift of seeing the detail, simply because of my slowing brain….

As I caught Teresa the Terrapin surfacing to see if it was a basking day from the depths of the water, I clicked…..

….then turned round and focused on the white duck looking serene by the island, click…

I looked back and Teresa was gone out of sight and back under the water. I turned back to the white duck and she’d also gone. I know I’d seen them in that moment as there they were on the photos. I hadn’t imagined their beauty. So often I see things and am not quite sure if they’re real or a figment of my ailing brain, but one thing is for sure and a great comfort for me……. the camera never lies.

About wendy7713

On the 31st July 2014 I was diagnosed with Young Onset Dementia. I may not have much of a short term memory anymore but that date is one I’ll never forget. I’m 58 years young, live happily alone in Yorkshire, have 2 daughters and I’m currently still in full time employment in the NHS. However, I’m now in the process of taking early retirement to give me a chance of enjoying life while I’m still me. I've started this blog to allow me, in the first instance, to write all my thoughts before they’re lost. If anyone chooses to follow my ramblings it will serve as a way of raising awareness on the lack of research into Alzheimer's. It will hopefully convey the helplessness of those diagnosed with dementia, as there is no cure – the end is inevitable. However, I’m also hoping I can convey that, although we've been diagnosed, people like me still have a substantial contribution to make; we still have a sense of humour; we sill have feelings. I’m hoping to show the reality of trying to cope on a day to day basis with the ever-changing environment that dementia throws at those diagnosed with the condition. What I want is not sympathy. What I want is simply to raise awareness.

23 thoughts on “The camera never lies…….

  1. Keep taking pictures Wendy, making us all look closer at our surrounding world that we take for granted each day. I enjoy them so much, you certainly have a talent for this!😍

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  2. And brilliantly caught by you, Wendy! I love looking at your photos, you do have a talent for clicking at the right time, and I’ve seen many beauties. Please keep them coming!

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  3. Hello Wendy,
    Like you I find nature wonderful. When I take the time to stop and look it makes my heart sing. Thank you for your photographs and sharing your world with us, you are inspiring 🙂.Tina

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  4. You do have a great eye for photos! And cameras are magical!
    I remember getting my first Kodak instamatic as a young teen, and over 60 years later recall the very first photo I took, a sunset behind bare trees. Thanks for sharing, and reminding me how enjoyable that was!

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  5. Love your photos Wendy. They keep me connected to the English countryside now I’m home in Australia. I love to see the similarities and the differences between our two countries. How serene and peaceful your images are, and how they have that direct effect on your psyche is so important. Marg xx

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  6. Since my 60th birthday my professional cameras no longer click. They now “crick” just like my right knee, my back and my neck. I’m not fond of this getting older malarkey, but each day, one step at a time and enjoy the ride however long it lasts.

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  7. YES keep takin the pictures. They’re lovely. The birds in the wheat fields (No not Ms May) shot gets an IWITTO Award (I Wish I’d Taken That One).

    Your posts are still remarkable and inspiring.

    I love the poetry too.

    Thank you Wendy.

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