I found this the other day. It was a blog I wrote a couple of years ago but felt it needed a new airing as still relevant….
We have to sit down and have a heart to heart………..
I preferred my life when you weren’t apart of it but now I can’t live without you – sadly – but there’s no need to be with me 24 hrs a day. I’d like some time on my own please. You’re in my thoughts – constantly….however, sometimes I’d like to forget about you and you me, and return to days gone by, before you’d entered my life.
I know we’ll never part, and I know some days you’ll be insistent on making your presence felt, but some times it’s just nice to be single again and roam around and mingle like you weren’t there……to have conversations that don’t involve your name; not to have to think of plan Bs to accommodate your presence……..to simply be me…..without you…….
Some days you can stifle me into submission. On these days I accept we’ll just sit together and while away the time until you feel able to leave me alone once more.
If you ever feel you’ve made a mistake and want to leave me forever, I’ll be happy to wave you off and wish you well………….